I'll give the world to me ..

Wanted to write a farewell post for 2010, but given my pre and post New Year' activities I never got the time, so Imma write one today.

2010's been great for me. With a bitter sweet, wobbly start it ended on a marvelous note. During the year, I experienced a lot of things. Unadulterated Power being the best. I never knew a person could be so powerful yet so vulnerable at the same time, exhilarating I tell you. From being locked outside my house at the wee hours of the night to being stalked and spied upon it has been a great experience. The summers playing Dr. Jekyll Mr. Hyde almost everyday, losing a very precious gem in the fall and then finding out the psychotic side of some of the most important people in my life it's been a rollercoaster ride, needless to say I've loved every moment of it. Except that one point where I was very close to losing everything to 'New York', all was great.

 The beginning of this year, i.e. January 1, 2011 has been rather interesting. Got to exercise my self-adulation/vanity skills to the utmost without any remorse! That is truly an achievement for a person whose conscious is like a nagging mother-in-law, waiting to smash yo head with a rolling pin.

2011 Is going to be extremely busy and very important, the most important year of my young life so far. Not only do I have to survive, but fight my way through life and while being a survivor and a fighter have to some how also enjoy it. Sounds like one tedious job.

There are things that I'd like to change, things I'd finally will say goodbye to, things that'll leave me, things I'll have to leave, promises that I'll forget, promises made to me that'll be forgotten. Coming face to face with my darkest fears, finding new dimensions of my personality, and most importantly becoming more thankful, less whiny a person.

It's scary and exciting nevertheless to step into the 22^nd year of my existence. Got my own back on this one since its my own world that I'll be building.

2011, I embrace you, hoping you won't cheat on me. You're in competition with all the previous years. Lets together (I and you) make me proud.

OVOT